I live in some kind of social isolation. In my parents house but we have no enjoyable bond, quite the opposite. Cut ties with everybody except for 1-3 persons, and mostly one I can hang out with.
Tonight I was sad, so I resorted to emo-texting. One girl responded, I felt touched by our few messages, until it went a bit cold. I'm really bad at human interactions. Probably too selfish to be motivated long enough and have things to talk about. Anyway I understood the value of social interactions and the opposite too. Right now I feel shitty. Isolation shields me from that, it's just a compromise.
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