Just came back from 30 years anniversary from the fiancee of a childhood friend. I missed so much. It pains me deeply. It hurts but in the same time it realigns you to what matters. They mean so much. I hate myself for realizing so late, too late. I hope the lesson sticks in my mind for long, for as long as I live. Fuck fear, fuck egotism. Why was I so weak, unable to realize what I was doing. Oh my.... I know I've been weak, and tore things apart. Stings from a life I ran away from.
Her sister's brought a boyfriend too. Jealousy of course but, well, if she's happy. I can't give anything more to her, he seems wonderful.
Anger is useless, I know now. Dip into and unfold it. Be wise. Peace
ps: timely benefit, tears are clearing my nose like nothing else in a long time.
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