I can't fathom my Gns. There's so much beautiful Gls. The simple idea of sharing emotional and physical love with one makes me deeply happy. It's not even happiness, it's a silent peace spreading through my cells. It's just. And the opposite ain't true for now. Mns triggers the physical side of things, but leaves the rest of my mind quite empty.
ps: meanwhile I suspect some guys to have abused the girl that rejected me. She told me she was interested in someone and she wept before my eyes for a scam story. If someone robs me a few hundred bucks I'm mad, angry, enraged not torn like that. The irony of my impotence~ facing the probable rape of others is killing me too.
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