Looking for clothing brands, I stumble upon pick up artists dressing guides. I remember when I read these websites a while back. For a little while I felt just as when I didn't think about sexual orientation. Until I watched a video of people talking about seductions. Girls were cute, but something is missing. Guys faces looked more *******, I lack word, maybe this is just the attraction filter of the brain (what I consider was locked on girl when I was younger) that is working on guys now. I have a hard time considering I could lay against a girl, no matter who she is, how cute or I much I care for her. My last time reminds me girls dont like touching me either. I read many articles about the famous friendzone and how to get girls, I see how much I could have scared that last girl.
I wanted to go shopping this morning (talking like a girl), but this made me feel tired, I'm gonna pretend I'm straight and hold my pillow (like a girl). Purposeless sensation again.
I write more and more, it's like a testament.
ps: this was written a few days ago.
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