I'm not interested in spending the rest of this life realizing all the things that I did by mimetism. There will be no pleasure of enlightenment about understanding I acted this way, or felt something because of peer pressure and social normation. It will only "revive" the feeling of losing my life and youth, triple it, and leave me empty. F.
Leaving this note with the same feeling of existence absurdity. I only get through by acting like the character in Cast Away. I survive, I'm not living.
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