I searched for non erotic images of girls. Sleeping girls was a good search term, but I felt no pulsions. Not even caressing or cuddling. Searching for sleeping men (http://whileyouweresleepingboy.tumblr.com/) I felt wierdly excited. But it never go as far as erotic (soft or even very soft) pictures of women. It's as if i could only have romantic relationships, slowly caressing, soft kisses. Whereas women would be purely sexual. Brain off sex. Weird. Sad. I got deep and down in a second. Watching girls I feel like watching me. That's a large hint about me. Even though I dream of girls, I can't project intimacy and excitment on normal sleeping girls.
Tired.
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